March 11, 2025
I have slept and I feel more human, but it starts again, the not-sleeping thing. Even with my sleep, it’s backwards to what it should be. When I do sleep, I am just so tired. Always tired. I slept for 12.5 hours on Friday. Tired. I slept for 9 hours on Sunday. So tired. I slept for 10 hours on Monday. Still tired. It’s time for me to go back to not sleeping so much. It’s back to staying up all night. Is it bad that I’m excited? I feel better that way. I’m happier and better to be around. I am sadder when I sleep. It’s just better not to.